Rain in the drought

Charm in his eyes has faded away,
cause he doesn't look into my eyes as those days.
Beauty in the smile has gone away,
cause he doesn't come closer to me.
Hands are numb and cold.
Can't feel the spark in his touch.
days pass by & my life flies in a dessert
but the hope still remains thinking that ...
     -He'll be the rain in this drought!

23/Dec/2014

Love Story

Curiosity always appears
            when you are  not supposed to discover
Tears always come out
            when you are not supposed to cry
You'll find a reason to live
            when you about to die
Love always comes to your mind when you are not ready
&
Love stories always come to an end 
             when you are not ready to let go of it.

September/2013


[inspired by Aashiqui 2]

Why can't I exsits?

Does the sun shine always gives every one a fresh start?
then why do bats hide in the dark?
Does the bird is meant to fly?
then why does the duck never fly in the sky?
Does the tear always mean a sorrow?
then why do tears come out when your heart is happy? 
They say love is limitless 
then why does the romance is shared only between two people?
If there's no space for me in this romance
then why can't I exists as a third person in this world? 

07/04/2013  

P.s Ignore my grammar mistakes ;] 

Hidden under the silence

There are millions of words devoted for you, 
but always fail to express them in front of those eyes.
There are thousands of thoughts awake for you ,
but always try to escape ; thinking it's too late.
My heart beats for you hundred times faster when I'm next to you , 
but I try my best to run away ; thinking that you would run away from me.
Sometimes I wonder whether you feel the same way as i feel for you..
Will I see the day where my love blossoms for you ? 
Or 
Will this love be hidden under our silence till my death?? 

10/12/2012 

P.s : avoid  grammar mistakes ;)   

Yes..I feel it!!

I see the love hidden in his eyes when he looks at me
I see the hope in his eyes when I leave him
I see how his arms reach to me when I look down
I feel the softness of his words when my tears start to embrace the earth
I know how his heart beats hundred times faster for me
But I wonder why my heart never beats for him.
Some where deep in my heart, I know I'm living  for someone else
He lives in a night mare questioning himself 'why her heart is not belong with me?'
And, 
I live in a world thinking 'why the stealer of my heart never understands my hidden pain?'

30/12/2012

The moment

         
                               

The happiest moment is not when you put up smile on your face,
       but when your cheeks start to ache because of your laugh.

The most loved moment is not when he says "I love you", 
   but when his eyes mean it.

The best silence is not when you lost your words,
   but when you understand those hidden words under his sighs.

The awful loneliness is not when you feel ignorant, 
   but when you feel there's no one for you while he's holding your hand.

The most painful moment is not when you feel you are broken 
   but when you realize there's no one to put you up.

The saddest moment is not when you feel like crying throughout the night.
   but when you don't find tears to cry!!!!

18/10/2012  

Hope